My Story Page 35: Energy

It was energy.

The passion that springs from interest!

I had gone interested in her.

Why?

Did I have any intention of serving any motif of mine through her?

No, I didn’t!

Then what on earth made me interested in her? And, that too, for nothing!

Two things!

First, her readiness to jump into the process of energy; and second, her being an opposite-sexed person!

The same was the case on her side.

She had gone interested in me too.

Had we fallen for each other?

We had not!

We only had fallen for and into the process of energy.

Our being interested in the process, and our being opposite-sexed persons were helping us out.

Being opposite-sexed persons was adding fuel to the fire of our interest in an objective process, in which our energies were multiplying each other.

We took care not to touch each other.

But coming closer to each other was generating an immense amount of energy in between the two of us.

And we would not let it dissipate by touching each other!

As a result, our interest in each other was going on increasing by leaps and bounds.

On the top of it, we were going on going nearer and nearer to each other!

There was no personal motif to be fulfilled.

We went on turning into two packets of energy reinforcing each other in their pursuit.

It’s not that we were not feeling like hugging.

We very much were feeling so.

But we were just perceiving the feeling as intensely as we could, and we were not acting it out.

Had we acted it out, the intensity of the feeling would have diluted.

The intensity of the feeling was giving us energy.

And the eyes saw clear.

The minds went into a trance.

The bodies went taut.

The faces went glowing.

The jaws went aligned.

The lips went stretched.

The shoulders went raised and opened.

The scapulae went flat.

The collarbones started touching the necks.

The solar plexuses raised themselves up and went back in space.

The hips pushed themselves back, and down, and out.

The abdomens stretched to their full lengths starting from pelvises up to the solar plexuses.

We were ready like two wild animals, and at the same time we were peacefully relaxed like two super humans.

Energy had done this to us.

And our temporomandibular joints had not gone tired at all!

What did this experience tell about living life from moment to moment, and also seeing clear every moment without any effort?

I’ll be discussing that in my next posting.